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Rocky Road

In some places, the modern Spearfish Canyon Highway closely follows the route of the old Spearfish Canyon railroad, especially approaching Spearfish Mountain from the south.

THE JOKE ALREADY felt stale when I was a teenager in Spearfish:”No one grows up on the wrong side of the tracks here because there are no tracks.”

No tracks, no whistles, no rattling train cars through Spearfish nights. When the town lost rail service of any type in 1933, its population was under 2,000, yet Spearfish ranked as the biggest community in the United States where no locomotives rolled. Most people didn’t seem to care. During the same decade in which Spearfish said goodbye to trains, it gained mail and passenger service by air and developed an outdoor drama (Black Hills Passion Play) that would soon draw 100,000 travelers annually who were”tin can tourists”– packed into automobiles.

Within just a few years, the Spearfish Canyon railroad became a Black Hills legend: the train that had to be tied down at stops so it wouldn’t roll away down the steep grade, a friendly rail service that dropped off passengers at their favorite fishing spots in the morning and picked them up again in the afternoon, the transportation that President Theodore Roosevelt selected for his sons so they could access the rugged West.

This summer I spent two beautiful but futile days searching for signs of the railroad in the canyon’s heart. I splashed along Spearfish Creek’s banks hoping to see just a piece of one of the 33 railway bridges that crossed this water and its tributaries. Nothing. The railroad boasted that by necessity it built remarkably well in the canyon, that”ties are bedded in rock the whole way.” Probably so, but in the heart nothing survived a railroad salvage contractor in 1934 and the relentless erosion that is the essence of any living canyon.

Out of the canyon’s heart, on its fringes, I’ve seen photographs of surviving abutments for great trestles that dropped trains off Bald Mountain and into the canyon, but I haven’t found them myself yet. In Spearfish a cycling and walking trail utilizes the old rail bed. A feature all Spearfish Canyon highway drivers recognize is a cut through which they pass 3 miles from Spearfish, considered by many to be the canyon’s north entrance. Originally, the cut was blasted for Grand Island & Wyoming Central trains (later known as the Burlington & Missouri River, or just the Burlington).

The first locomotive steamed through that rock cut and into Spearfish in December of 1893. Engines had to be powerful to handle the steep grades but were limited to 25 mph when moving passengers and 15 mph when passenger cars and freight cars were combined.

The Burlington’s interest in the canyon stemmed from a series of proposed mines and ore processing mills that investors believed would utilize new technologies to extract gold and other precious metals. These canyon mines did indeed take form, but their production lives were short. The canyon railroad also carried passengers seeking tent camping, berry picking and steep hikes to spectacular vistas. There had been no outcry against sacrificing natural splendor to make way for mines and mills. Prior to the railroad, very few Black Hills people knew anything about Spearfish Canyon. Even in the town of Spearfish, only the most intrepid game hunters ventured into the canyon because its lower end was tightly packed with great boulders.

Spearfish-bound passengers from Deadwood knew they were more than halfway to their destination at Elmore and that they had descended into the canyon proper.

Thanks to the Burlington, Spearfish Canyon burst into consciousness. Modern South Dakotans don’t like reading early Black Hills historian Annie Tallent’s racist views, but it’s hard to dispute that in 1899 she wrote a perfect description of riding the rails through Spearfish Canyon:”A trip over this marvelous piece of mountain railway — up the dizzy heights to the extreme summit of Bald Mountain, around a labyrinth of lofty crags in perfectly bewildering curves, and a plunge down into and through the most beautiful canyon in the world (the Spearfish) — is a revelation of grandeur and beauty unsurpassed and the treat of a lifetime.”

Six years later passenger James Doyle wrote in Spearfish’s newspaper, the Queen City Mail, that the canyon,”has no common place in it. It everywhere plays homage to omnipotence.” And much of it could be observed, through all seasons, from the comfort of passenger cars. Changing seasons, others noted, could sometimes be experienced in a single day due to the variance of elevations along the route. It wasn’t out of the question for passengers to board at Deadwood in a spring mist, encounter drifts and even blowing snow in the canyon’s middle, then step into summer-like sunshine down the grade at Spearfish.

An industrial aspect of the line remained through its four-decade history, chiefly lumber and wholesale deliveries to Spearfish, and farm produce and livestock shipped up the hill from Spearfish. But by the time the railroad merged into the Chicago, Burlington & Quincy in 1904 there could be no doubt that excursions were the main function. Recognizing that the average patron was now more likely to board with family members than livestock, the line stressed safety.”The passenger takes no risk when he rides,” read company publicity.”The history of the line proves this. Collisions are out of the question because there’s nothing with which to collide. One train has the canyon to itself all day.”

While no other train could cause a wreck, engineers had to watch for boulders that came bounding down the canyon walls. There’s no record of one hitting the train, but now and then passengers were asked to climb out and help clear the tracks of rocks.

It was about 40 miles one way between Deadwood and Spearfish, but just as often the rail line was referred to as a 32-mile run — the distance between Englewood and Spearfish. In the early 1900s, round trip tickets cost about $2.50. Passengers boarded at Deadwood’s Depot 47 on Sherman Street, a couple blocks east of the Franklin Hotel, in the morning and arrived in Spearfish early that afternoon. The Spearfish depot was a wood frame structure where the community’s main fire station stands today, on Canyon Street. By mid-afternoon the train had been turned around and was headed back up the canyon. Today, almost universally, the railway is recalled for its Deadwood to Spearfish and back runs, strangely inefficient because the geography forced the engine to actually steam in the direction opposite of its destination much of the trip.

Remnants of trestles that were part of the Seven Mile Bend can still be found near Annie Creek. The train dropped (or climbed) 800 feet in elevation over those 7 miles.

Less well remembered is the fact that passengers could disembark and connect with another Burlington train at Englewood. That route (today the Mickelson Trail) took them south through the heart of the Black Hills and, in many cases, out of the Hills to distant cities.

Spearfish Canyon developed as a destination in its own right with construction of overnight lodging early in the 20th century. Deadwood’s Glen and Doris Inglis first opened the Glendoris Inn (now the storied Latchstring Inn) mid-canyon at Savoy where the train passed dramatically over a trestle across Spearfish Falls. Later, Martha Railsback and Maude Watts journeyed into the canyon by rail, bought the inn and brought it to full fruition. Sometimes elfin-sized, bewhiskered gold prospector Potato Creek Johnny greeted rail passengers at the inn and played his fiddle late into the night.

The canyon railroad had a role in one of South Dakota’s boldest engineering and construction feats ever between 1909 and 1912. Homestake Gold Mine diverted creek water through Spearfish Canyon’s west wall by way of 23,862 feet of tunnels it cut through solid rock. The diverted water spun turbines in a new state-of-the-art plant at Spearfish, generating electricity that powered mine operations for the next 90 years. The canyon rail bed was a reference point that surveyors used in determining the tunnels’ course, and the rails delivered drills, laborers and supplies. Canyon rail passengers were among the first to notice Spearfish Creek’s diminished flow in the lower canyon after the power plant went online.

A bit later Homestake built a second, smaller hydroelectric plant in the canyon, with water mostly channeled to it through an above-ground pipeline. Today, people sometimes mistake the pipeline path, visible along a ridge north of Savoy, for the old Burlington bed.

In the 1920s, Spearfish Mayor James O’Neill advocated for an automobile road through Spearfish Canyon. In fact, his enthusiasm led him onsite to work with the road crew some days after funding was secured. This first version of the Spearfish Canyon highway opened with ceremonial dynamite blasts and a speech by Gov. William Bulow in August of 1930. Hard as it is to imagine today in narrow parts of the canyon, the highway and train co-existed for two years and nine months.

Then on May 20, 1933, according to railroad records,”Engineer Steinberg and Fireman Kaup” made what proved to be the Spearfish line’s final run. Three days later a raging Spearfish Creek wiped out rails and bridges. In July, the Chicago, Burlington & Quincy filed a request with the Interstate Commerce Commission, seeking to abandon the line rather than rebuild. The Queen City Mail grumbled and Spearfish gasoline retailers stepped up to state they got better rates for customers when their product was delivered by rail. But the railroad had no difficulty documenting it was losing money, and called passenger service”not important,” because travelers preferred”moving principally over the highways.” That was exactly what Mayor O’Neill had sensed a decade earlier. The Commission authorized abandoning the lower 25 miles into Spearfish but told the railroad to continue serving mines in the Bald Mountain vicinity.

In coming years Spearfish leaders sometimes contemplated re-establishing a rail connection, not through the canyon but by way of a northward spur to Belle Fourche. Nothing came of it. Then in the 1960s the community decided it wanted to be an interstate highway town. Leaders were successful in getting Interstate 90 routed past town in the 1970s, just as new Catholic priest Father Eugene Szalay arrived. As a hobby, he sought out people who recalled the old canyon line and preserved their stories.

Apparently no one confessed to Father Szalay what the railroad knew: Poachers at least once”borrowed” hand cars to sneak out-of-season bucks from the canyon. Much of what the priest heard came from former employees who recalled their canyon railroading as a grand outdoor adventure. Roger O’Kieff, for example, was hired at age 14 and sometimes tied one of those hand cars to the back of the train. He was pulled along until spotting snow or rocks to be cleared away from the track. Then he cut himself loose to tackle the job.

That would have been a dream job for any teenager during the golden, but short-lived, era of railroading through Spearfish Canyon.

Editor’s Note: This story is revised from the September/October 2019 issue of South Dakota Magazine. To order a copy or to subscribe, call (800) 456-5117.

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Hill City’s Trees and Trains

All who love Christmastime and trains should rendezvous in Hill City this holiday season. (Anyone who doesn’t love Christmastime and trains might plan to see a doctor.) The South Dakota State Railroad Museum is fun any season of the year, but the locomotives and train exhibits truly shine during the holidays when Rick Mills and his crew add tinsel, holly and lights. The museum’s annual Trees & Trains exhibit is open December weekends and Christmas Eve day. It’s alongside South Dakota’s 1880 Train, which transforms into the Holiday Express every December. Families make lasting memories on the two-hour journey, steaming through the Black Hills in winter. The 1880 crew has implemented many COVID-19 policies to keep you and your family safe. All aboard! Several of Hill City’s favorite restaurants are open year-round, including the beautifully decorated Alpine Inn, a Black Hills staple, and a new place, Pizzeria Mangiamo, that features artisan wood-fire pizzas — one of South Dakota’s very few new restaurants to open during the pandemic.

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Why We Love Railroad Depots

Railroad depots fill a special place in the hearts of small-town citizens who remember memorable visits to the station. Maybe they collected a box of Christmas gifts. Maybe dad came home from war. Or grandparents from afar came to vist. Or the youngsters boarded a train that took them on a school trip to the great world beyond their cornfields and cow pastures.

So it’s not surprising that Fort Pierre residents want their 1906 depot back, even though it was moved to the Miller ranch near Mud Butte in 1964.

Lance Nixon of the Pierre Capitol Journal reports today that over $125,000 has already been raised by the Verendrye Museum to re-relocate the depot. Museum board members think the total cost may be five times that number.

Big-city depots have often been reborn as restaurants, bars and offices. The best example is in downtown Mitchell.

New purposes for small-town depots have been harder to find, so we’ve lost a lot of them. Our old wood depot at my hometown of Utica suffered a slow decay until the men behind the Menno Power Show moved it to their frontier town and restored it. Thankfully they left the station sign that reads UTICA.

And thankfully for Fort Pierre, the Miller family has mothballed, so to speak, that town’s depot for nearly 50 years. Now its next stop is Fort Pierre.

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Leaving Tracks

Editor’s Note: Phillip Hammes is a Vietnam veteran and a former city councilman in Cannon Falls, Minn. His story is revised from the September/October 2000 issue of South Dakota Magazine. To order a copy or to subscribe, call 800-456-5117.

Some people eat too much when they’re nervous. I get restless and travel to far places. I once boarded a freight train in Portland, Ore. on a journey to Sioux Falls, returning to the Midwest I’d left in the spring. I like to recall this rocking ride across the plains.”Memories,” said legendary middleweight champion Mickey Walker,”are a second life.”

I hopped the train on a cool morning in 1982 as more sober citizens hustled to work. I jumped on a flatcar and rolled into a white wall of pine boards, a sack of potatoes with initiative. The train rolled out and began to gather speed. I crouched behind my duffel bag to break the wind and watched the mellow woods flow by.

Trains are a civilized method of travel. If a person takes a car he must drive the machine; if he takes a plane he has the feeling that science and magic have conspired to charge the melodramatic side of imagination. But a train is mechanically logical. It requires nothing of the passenger but patience.

I got off the train in Whitefish, Mont. The morning sun and I arrived in town at the same time, but the sun got the warmer greeting. At a gas station I commandeered the restroom for some time; I shaved and gave myself a quick sponge bath. A person has not lived until he has stood half naked in a drafty cubicle, blotting himself dry with 14 tiny paper towels while an irate mob tries to break down the door.

From the gas station I went to the highway. I intended to hitch a ride to Rapid City and catch a train from there to Sioux Falls. Two rides, one from a truck driver who did a great imitation of Hank Snow, brought me to southeastern Montana. Then I got lucky.

An elderly couple in a green 1959 Chevrolet stopped and offered me a ride. They had been visiting a relative in Helena and were on their way home to Farmingdale, S.D. We moved off at the breath-taking rate of 45 mph. All the way to the Black Hills, the one car we passed was setting beside the road with a flat tire.

“Where are you going?” asked the man at the wheel.

“Rapid City,” I replied.

“Live there?”

“No. I want to catch a train to Sioux Falls.”

“Is that your home?”

“No. I know a young lady there.”

The woman cleared her throat. The man nodded.

“Where are you from?” asked the woman.

“St. Paul. I worked in Portland this summer. Now I’m going back.”

The man nodded again.”I see. What do you do?”

“Anything,” I said cheerfully.

The woman smiled and looked through the window. The man gave me a look in the mirror. Then he quoted Job.”It says in the Book, ‘the range of the mountains is his pasture, and he searcheth after every green thing.’ That about it, son?”

“Yes,” I told him, still cheerful.

The man looked satisfied. He had made his point. Being a guest, I didn’t tell him that my thoughts also ran to Job:”How long wilt thou speak these things? And how long shall the words of thy mouth be like a strong wind?”

We drove through Spearfish, Piedmont and Black Hawk. The man took a detour to let me see the white boulders north of Piedmont. They were a startling sight; it looked as if a covey of feathered dinosaurs had dropped eggs on the pastures.

They let me off on the outskirts of Rapid City. The woman pressed a dollar bill into my hand.”Good luck,” they said, almost in unison.

Mount Rushmore was nearby. I got a ride to the monument. It was an impressive sight. The four ex-presidents gazed down from their mountain like Biblical judges deciding the fate of the land. There was not a hint of humor or irony in their eyes; they must have been great poker players.

Just down the road an entire mountain was being chipped away in five-ton increments to make a statue of legendary Sioux chief Crazy Horse. The region must have either a reverence for great men or a manic desire to make the plains the largest open-air museum in the world. Some old-timers believe this rock carving originates in the habit of whittling. I do not ascribe to the theory. That is like saying Americans laid the Atlantic cable because New Englanders had the habit of saving string.

I wandered through downtown Rapid City until I found a bookstore. In a bin of old paperbacks in the corner I found a slim book on the city, paid my quarter and put it in my back pocket. The first chapter had a biography of a woman named Dora Dufran. She lived in South Dakota during the late twenties and died in Rapid City in 1934. The woman had owned and operated houses of ill repute, and at the same time, made a name for herself as a humanitarian, doing charity work for many causes. An anecdote in her history amused me.

One night a flood took out a bridge over the creek in front of Dora Dufran’s establishment. The men who had been enjoying her hospitality discovered that they could not return to their homes on the other side of town. In the morning the water receded and a line of men began to ford the creek. Waiting for them on the far shore, in military formation, was a squad of unhappy wives. Unfortunately, there were no television cameras to record the event.

And then there was”Hooky Jack” Leary. He was a hard rock miner who had lost his hands in a mine accident. The city appointed him night policeman. He did well even though he had hooks instead of fists to enforce the law. One night, after a football game, a group of rowdy teenagers hanged Mr. Leary from a tree limb by his hooks.

Later that night, cowboys from a nearby ranch came into town. They rounded up the ringleaders of the gang, marched them to the Harney Hotel, and before an appreciative audience, spanked their nude bottoms.

I went to the railyards, which I found as confusing as a Star Trek script. After a freight ride and a long bout of hitch-hiking, I did not resemble a Cornell undergraduate at a soccer game. My hair was matted and my clothes gave off a peculiar fragrance. I had the slightly wild-eyed look of a man with habitual insomnia. Usually yardmen did not mind a man grabbing a ride. They tried to ignore transients so long as they didn’t create a problem. I ranged a mile down the tracks looking for someone who would talk to me.

Finally an older man in black overalls stopped. He looked tired himself, with a day’s growth of white whiskers on his chin. He stared at me for a few moments before speaking.

“Where are you heading?” he asked, wiping his hands on a rag.

“Sioux Falls,” I told him.”There’s a job waiting for me there. But I’m broke.”

He nodded.”I’ve been there,” he said. He told me which train I needed and what track it was on. Then he handed me a candy bar.

“Stay low and don’t get noticed,” he advised.”No fires for cooking or heat.”

“I wouldn’t do that.”

I walked along until I found an empty boxcar. There was a white powder on the walls but the interior looked fairly clean. I climbed in and sat down. There was a length of wood in the corner, and before the train moved I shoved it in the doorway. I did not want the doors to slide shut and trap me inside.

The train snorted and pulled out in late afternoon. On the edge of the city it crawled through a crossing. Vehicles were lined up behind a black and white barrier. A child standing in the back of a battered pick-up, his arms on top of the cab, waved to me. I waved back. His father gave me a look of pure disdain.

As the train picked up speed a young Native American man sprinted to the door and dove through. I pulled him inside. He wore a blanket roll on his back. His thick, black hair was tied in a long ponytail. He slid to the wall and caught his breath. We stared at one another without speaking.

“What do you say?” he asked at last.

“Do you have a ticket?” I wondered.

He hesitated a moment before smiling.”No,” he said.”I didn’t think I needed one back here.”

“Where are you going?” I asked.

“I’m just going.” He took off the blanket roll and stretched his legs.”My name is John.”

I told him my name and said I was glad to have company.”I’m going to Sioux Falls.” I went to the door and let the wind hit me in the face.

John opened his blanket roll and removed a bag.”Are you hungry?” he asked.

At that moment I could have gnawed my way through a bowl of wax fruit, a paper-mache turkey and a plate of candied birch bark.

“I could eat,” I admitted casually. From the bag he took cans of tuna fish, beans and roast beef hash. He had several chunks of what he called buffalo jerky. Inside a rolled shirt he had a small canteen filled with spring water.

He couldn’t find his opener so I offered my P-38. It was on my Hopalong Cassidy key chain, a small metal claw able to open any can. That item, and a habit of never wearing the same boots two days in a row, were all that I had retained from my days of military service.

I had a tin can I used for drinking. John emptied a portion of food from each container into my cup. He had several plastic spoons. We ate squatting on the boxcar floor, saying nothing as the train rocked and rolled through the gathering twilight.

For dessert I pulled out the chocolate bar the yardman had given me and broke it in half. My companion took his share and handed me a piece of jerky.

“Save it for later,” he advised.

Some people believe in worlds within worlds. Gazing across the unending plains beyond the boxcar doors I could not believe anything could contain the landscape I was passing through. I was wrong. My mind held the hills and the buffalo grass quite easily. The lure of the open spaces is the lure of freedom. Mind and body seem capable of anything. I felt the attraction of the high plains.

The atmosphere did not seem to fascinate or disturb my companion. I studied him. He had a long slim nose and a thin line scar along his jaw. His large black eyes were clear and steady.

“Where are you from?” I questioned him.

“The Fort Belknap Reservation,” he said. Under a blue denim jacket he wore a black and red New York Rangers sweatshirt.

“I’ll trade sweatshirts,” I offered. Mine said Miami Dolphins.

“No,” he laughed.”Mine is warmer.

A little while later I asked him why he decided to travel.

“There was something that happened. People wanted me to tell them about it. I didn’t want to.”

“I see.”

“So I’m going to see a cousin in Red Wing, Minnesota.”

“Do you like this cousin?”

“I like all my cousins. Do you like all your cousins?” he asked.

“I have no cousins,” I told him.

“None?”

“None. They resigned as cousins and said they just wanted to be friends. I was visiting them too often.”

He nodded.”Do you want to borrow a cousin?”

“No. I’ve seen Red Wing.”

He laughed.”Maybe I’ll borrow one of your friends. I have cousins but not enough friends.”

The train pushed through the tomb-like darkness, making a tunnel with its noise and speed. It swayed and sagged in arthritic accompaniment to the terrain.

I sprawled on the hard wood floor, my duffel bag beneath my head. Somewhere people were stuffed into bus seats and sardined into the narrow aisles of airplanes. Modern travel, the formal expensive kind, was beginning to resemble the definition of intimacy once offered by Lord Chesterfield:”The pleasure is momentary, the position ridiculous and the expense damnable.” I was traveling in relative comfort and paying what Ebenezer Scrooge used to leave as a tip at his favorite pub.

The train halted on a side-track. It sat for at least 20 minutes; it was as if all living things, except the crickets, had deserted the land.

“Quiet,” I remarked.

John nodded.”I can hear the owls breathing in Canada.”

The silence was magnificent. The empty landscape crept into the boxcar and soon was as familiar as the darkness. The vast quiet held fascination, as if it were an invisible ocean. The great waters enthrall with their ceaseless movement. Silence mesmerizes with visions of endless horizon lines, a perfect atmosphere for thought.

Suddenly wind charged like the cavalry. Another freight shrieked past with the surprise of a minor Armageddon and then was gone.

At last our train jolted into movement and soon a little town appeared, as if in a dream. There was a grain elevator and a home and a few stores leading to a dried-up main street and a few more darkened homes ó a landscape made of mystery and sweat ó and then the grass began again.

Bread and water may keep a man alive as long as pheasant and wine, I thought. Choice becomes taste and taste appetite until the bones of creation are hidden by the flesh of desire. Desire was modest on the plains, from necessity and choice.

We rumbled through many darkened towns, but I did not know their histories or their names. Then the sun came up again and then we rolled into Mitchell.

I persuaded John to get off the train with me. I had seen Mount Rushmore, so I wanted to see the other great attraction, the Corn Palace. He agreed, reluctantly. He had no real affection for corn or for architecture.

As a fifth grader in Garfield School I wrote an essay on the Corn Palace. All I recalled was that John Philip Sousa had come to play in the Palace, but without great enthusiasm. The city had to pay his fee before he would get off the train. But the March King had such a good time in Mitchell he gladly returned in other years.

The Corn Palace was unique but not strange. Inspired not by logic but by fancy, it is large and garish, its bulbous towers and crayon-shaded walls coated with elements not usually associated with the construction trade. Its murals were prairie scenes made of multi-colored corn, millet, Sudan grass and oats. For all its rakish qualities it seemed to fit where it was built.

I liked the Corn Palace. It reminded me of the early 20th century cartoon strip”Little Nemo in Slumberland” by artist Winsor McCay. Like Nemo’s magic land, in which a snowman might grow into a giant with crystal eyes and a vanilla ice-cream beard, the Corn Palace might have been dreamt up by a youngster from Kadoka or Murdo after one too many double chocolate ice cream sodas.

We bought a day-old loaf of wheat bread, two cans of tuna fish and a package of Twinkies, and caught another freight heading east for the last stretch to Sioux Falls. Now the landscape was more like what I knew in Minnesota, the rise and fall of pasture and hills. Fall winds had roughened the vegetation to the colors of wet metal, dull lime and bronze. Stacks of hay Monet might have painted dotted harvested fields.

We agreed to jump off the train before it rolled into the Sioux Falls yards, out of sight of laborers and railroad security. There is a thought process which takes place before one leaps from a moving train, the same that happens before a man tackles an opponent head-on in a football game, or sits down to eat chili in a strange cafÈ. The mind must accept what is about to happen, concede it might end badly, and dismiss it from rational thought. The truth is, if one is about to do a risky thing his imagination has been previewing it for some time.

I crouched and watched the ground pass by in a blur. I threw my duffel out and watched as it hit the ground and rolled. I inhaled, exhaled and jumped. For a moment I was detained in limbo. Then my shoulder, my side and my leg struck the earth. As I tumbled my senses returned, on after another, like notes in a well-played chord.

John came after me. He bounced one more time than I had. But he was laughing as he rose to his feet. We collected our bags and limped into the city together.

We parted in Sherman Park. John was anxious to roll on to Minnesota. I wanted see a young lady, to explore Sioux Falls, and I had no schedule to keep. I gave John my red-handled pocketknife, which he had admired, and he presented me with a turquoise and bronze figure of an eagle that fit nicely on my key chain. We shook hands, and his blue denim jacket disappeared behind a tall oak.

Thinking of the trips I made by rail, I see that they were more than idle excursions. People go to universities to learn law and medicine. Others work in factories and never stray from familiar neighborhoods. Whether a person stays or goes, he is on a journey. The desire to see and experience prompted me to dash across the middle of the continent. Only time can determine how successful these flights happened to be.

The night I lay in a boxcar somewhere west of Mitchell, feeling the wind and smelling the sage, watching the stars immobilize time beyond the blue-black clouds, a truth came to me in the clarity which sometimes accompanies unforced thought: we interpret our personal journeys by the actions we take.

A writer is perhaps more literal than others in his choice of vocation. He does what talent and instinct urge him to do and waits for vindication, which seldom comes. But as the wind and the sage and the stars struck time from reality, I saw that I would one day translate the experience, like a physics student with a set of equations. The main satisfaction a writer receives is the only satisfaction a traveler accepts, safe arrival at an imagined destination, and faith the journey has been worth the effort.